Friday, April 25, 2014

New Cycle...

Got my period yesterday (unusually fast after ending bcp) which meant rearranging my flight out today for a special wedding so that I could get a baseline ultrasound and blood work completed. The u/s was all clear and I'm just waiting on my blood work this afternoon to get the go ahead to start Clomid 150mg (round 3) on Saturday, day 3. Not at all thrilled about starting the evil Clomid meds during wedding festivities... Of course, my period would come early this time after carefully planning it around vacations and of course, it changes everything- again. Tough to make plans right now.

Just hoping that something positive will come out of round three of Clomid.

Monday, April 21, 2014

Easter and New Beginnings

Had a fun day back from vacation yesterday, including a very special Easter mass. I was teary through the whole mass once the organ began filling the Basilica with beautiful music. Easter is all about new beginnings. As the Monsignor said, we start Lent with ashes and on Easter, we light a new candle, a new fire. Easter is a sign of God's intervention during desperation to bring new joy, new hope. I'm trying to take this homily to heart and to embrace renewed hope this spring. I wish the same for all of you, no matter what journey you are currently taking right now.

HSG Test and Aftermath


From my perspective and experience, here's what they do when you have to get a dreaded HSG test to check to see if your tubes are blocked or if there are any other problems that could be inhibiting fertility. First off, this goes into the TMI category but in the spirit of full disclosure of my experiences, I guess this whole blog is TMI...

HSG Test

1. Arrive with a full bladder, they will make you pee in a cup (not sure why??). Doesn't help to wait while nervous with a full bladder... Read the waiver form in the waiting room. Freak out because it says something about seafood allergies and the iodine being a risk. (Of course, I'm allergic to seafood...)

2. Meet the nurse and pee in a cup. (Nice to meet you!) Pass the test. :) Nurse tells me that I'll be fine with the iodine and that it's an outdated form but she'll let the technician know and she might use a different rinse. Nurse took my height, weight and blood pressure and explained the test procedure. Hands me a Kleenex as I get teary eyed from my nerves listening to the procedure and the googling I did earlier in the week... (The nurse was super friendly, especially for a 7am appointment, and you can really tell she has experience calming the nerves of many, many patients! She is so good at her job.)

3. Go into the xray room and go into the changing room to put on a gown over your sweater and booties on your feet. Recline on "bed."

4. Insert speculum and catheter and then slowly inject dye. Small, round x-ray machine is floating above your abdomen and captures the image in real time as the fluid goes up one tube, into the ovary and then out into the abdomen. Repeat towards the other side. Feels like uncomfortable pressure and general ickiness but not sharp pain at all if they do it correctly (which they did). I heard that it lasts 2-3 minutes but I think they were way faster than that.

HSG Test
HSG results (not mine)



















5. Immediate results= all clear! You own doctor/nurse team will follow up with you later in the day.

6. Go to Panera next door to make it all feel better. Go home to stretch and do some yoga before work.

7. Wear a pad, no tampons allowed, as the brownish/orange dye will leak out and you may experience spotting and cramping (I did).

 

Aftermath

I went on the birth control pills after passing my day 3 ultrasound and before the hsg test. The original plan was to discontinue the pills after getting the hsg all clear. Because of my husband's need to get more blood work done (to prove he doesn't have hiv, etc), our timeline got put on hold again. With vacations and wedding festivities for friends, we have to delay further because I need to be in town for monitoring. It just feels sometimes like the roadblocks keep on coming but at the same time, we are so lucky to be living such full lives.

I kept cramping/spotting for almost two weeks after the hsg test which is abnormal. Not only was it uncomfortable for a long period of time, it was also incredibly inconvenient because I was on vacation at the beach. Horrible time to not feel well and not be able to use a tampon...

After a week of bleeding, I contacted my nurse from my vacation spot and after exchanging emails, she recommended that I go to the emergency room to get an ultrasound. I decided not to go because we were out of the country and would be returning to the US in a few days.

Upon returning home, the spotting ceased with just 3 birth control pills left before I will get a period again... but hopefully this time it will lead to something more positive and less stressful.



Monday, April 7, 2014

Glows, Grows and Gross

It has been a few days of glows and grows...

Glows:
Passed the HSG test this morning with flying "colors" or should I say flying "dye through my uterus, tubes and ovaries."
Did some cleansing yoga afterwards to stretch out my stomach and calm my nerves before work... Gotta love workouts like this one by Denise Austin!

Gross:
Yuckiness from hsg test... another post for another day. Fast fact: not so bad, quick and relatively not so uncomfortable as I had googled.

Glow:
Passed the Genetic Test! Got great news- my husband is not an SMA carrier. This means we can move ahead as planned. Our little gift will have a 75% chance of not being a carrier either.

Grow:
Husband's health insurance blood work doesn't count towards the fertility center's checklist so now we need to get it redone... and put everything else on hold again...

Grows:
Super sick of taking all these pills... also sick of chasing after doctors to share test results with other doctors- when will everything and everyone be online so there is easy access to tests/visits/medical info?

Glow:
Acupuncture tomorrow. Is it tomorrow yet? 

Tuesday, April 1, 2014

Ultrasound- Follicles Galore!

I got my period yesterday after taking progesterone (provera). So, I called my nurse and she scheduled my monitoring baseline ultrasound for first thing this morning. (You have to do it between day 2-5.) I got there 30 min before my appointment when the office opened with hopes that I could get in early so I wouldn't be late for work and sure enough, they got me in lickity-split!  Again, everyone at the fertility clinic was so friendly and happy (even though it was really early in the morning) which really put me at ease.

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The tech administered the t/v ultrasound while another doc from the practice sat in to interpret the results on the spot. She said my uterine lining looked good and then when she saw the "pearl necklace" lining the outside of my first ovary, she grew quiet and looked a bit nervous. I said, "I already know I have pcos." To which she sighed in relief saying something about how they look like typical pcos but in a way that made me feel positive about them looking so normally abnormal. (See, everyone is so friendly they make everything sound okay. Talk about rose colored glasses!)

She said to go forward with my plans to get the HSG test on Monday and that they saw nothing there that would hold me up further. ::Sigh of relief::

After about 2 minutes of the ultrasound, I was on my way to pay my 50% and even had enough time to grab a small cup of decaf coffee as a treat for myself during my drive to work!

Fast forward to the end and highlight of my day- Acupuncture Tuesday! I had another great, relaxing, centering session and walked around outside for awhile feeling refreshed and renewed.

After returning home, I found my lost phone and saw that I had a long voice-mail from my nurse. She informed me that they were looking for me to have at most 10 follicles when I, in fact, have 90. Yes, I'm an overachiever... 40 on one side, 50 on the other.  She said they "looked good, really good" with a laugh, so I suppose this is good. I'm patting myself on the back for not googling this... yet.

Lots of long walks planned for this week, start b.c. tomorrow leading up the HSG test Monday and an acupuncture reward on Tuesday!